to: a (non) living thing

When you yearn to talk to the person.
You even planned out everything you wana to say beforehand.
But when you managed to grab the person's attention,
the script just vanished into thin air,
then, you screwed the whole conversation up,
with your nonsensical thoughts,
which is seem retarded when you think back later...

You'll compare yourself with other people.
Admiring how extrovert they are,
and complaining how introvert you are.
You tried to be as sociable as your friends,
but you can never be one of them,
because it is not who you really is.

to be continued...